Isabeau has become Champion on 12/06/2005

Blue tabby point - bloodgroup A

23.06.2006

Destiny Has turned out the light today for me...and maybe will never turned them in

I'm thinking about that " the show must go on", I will have to do many things, every day....Isn't important the Pain that we have inside..

Someone told me that Dead is a part of the circle of Life

But now it is difficult for me to understand, Isabeau was too young, I feel no hope, only pain ...She's isn't Here with me...

I have only this though, and this thought is like a blade that still hurts my heart ...

There's no comfort in the words, there's no one left to say...nothing left to do.....

While I'm feeling blue and while I would want to take apart the world and to see how much is cruel...

It does not remain nothingl if not memories that are gone some… and I'm scared to forget about she, of how much were beautiful to caress her silky fur and to lose to me in those eyes that were an entire universe. .e of her voice and of the things that she made… of the sweet little kisse that she gave to us on hairs and of her sad lovely face that she put on when we went away to go to work … (now it seems to me nearly that nobody is waiting for my returning home) and of how much was beautiful to hold her tight to me… would want to sleep and only to forget, but at the same time I have fear to sleep because I do not want to forget her ….never.

It's Incredible as a full house of cats may seems empty without Her … as empty now is my heart… is angry, confused, hurted in the deep e… I need to stay a little time alone to reflect and to make up my mind for a reason .. even if I do not know if I will make it or simply the pain will become lighter day by day but will always walk hand in the hand with me… Isabeau we will never forget you! … and every morning , waking up I will think about that it has been only an ugly dream, and every time I will understand that instead it is the truth, a small part of me will die...every time … with you …

 

.....Isabeau has died for an Ictus...too young to die...without a reason....too young to leave us alone...

"... I wish you were here
Don't you know the snow is getting colder?
And I miss you like hell
And I'm feeling blue

I miss your laugh
I miss your smile
I miss everything about you
Every second is like a minute
Every minute's like a day
When you're far away ..."

 

 

 

 

Isabeau here at 66 days old.